I'll be in the corner drinking rum if'n ya needs me..

Is anyone still reading us anymore? To be perfectly honest, i don't care anymore. I have a wreckless characteristic for abandonement sometimes. So, I can't really expect for people to sit and wait. Oh well, on with it I guess.....

I'm sitting here.. Speculating that this very instant is giving me an opportunity to fulfill the greatest moment of my life! And yet....in desperation... I drink my heavily mixed cocktail of rum and coke. Staring hopelessly at this screen.

I feel that a moment like this is modern meditation. The matrix at my fingertips, with no interest to move beyond this screen when its only a click away. That is when you are content, when your "oneness" or self awareness is at its best I think. Who cares about everything else? Especially when I am the only part of the equation that I really need to ay attention to? Or is it? Nope....I don't believe that is true at all. In fact I think the reason I continue to type, is an obvious reason that I care what....you...or someone who reads this will think? So...What is my motive? Why Do I continue to type on this single page, on this single post...when infinite knowledge is at my fingertips...one click away???????

I thinking that despite my oneness...my individuality is reliant on a more vast and unique relationship with the rest of the world. And thats the beauty of it all. Even though we are unique in our eyes, we are unique only in comparison to eachother.

Well, I am not sure what any of this means... I just opened up the freak cause I haven't in awhile. I am however quite motivated to post again!

Till next time... I'll be in the corner drinking rum if'n ya needs me... Argg

I think I see the neighbor coming..

oh wait, it's just van morrison

so i totally should have more to blog about but currently i have nothing interesting to share.



tropical depression dolly is nothing more than OPEC hoax because we all know that giant clouds of dollies don't exist, just ask the bio-engineers..