i woke up this time, confused cross-eyed signs
flip-flopped here and there, i could not find her anywhere
laying lucid landscapes luring lazy landscapers
playing with pitchforks, sickles, body scrapers
running to no admission to whom im only pissing
off this time with no record no future to lucidly cast
(while listening to seal-crazy and being pissed off at dreams and my right ear.)
but hey, "music is in a world within itself"
with this inner light to guide you, the troubles of yesterday pass you by like a leaf.
a leaf as free and the birds in the sky.
freedom with all its currents,
high currents and low.
(as you can guess, im extremely random today; i think this started after my improve milkshake at midnight last night)
(this part, i was listening to steviewonder-sirduke)
but a part of me wants to be tied down, but with someone worth sharing with.
someone who knows what that "L" word MIGHT mean but cant find the person.
but dont get me wrong, im troubled myself.
we all are in some respect, mainly thanks to the past.
screw the past..
(while listening to 38special-secondchance)
so now for something a bit more serious.
i woke up today and my ear is umm.. under construction... atleast i think something is in there.. more than a drum. i hope it goes away.. its kind of like having an iche - in your sinus..
no good.
so for some reason, i need to rank, thank you freakship.
so for all of you reading this... dont take me the wrong way.. im a dude. id do anything for my friends (you know who you are). i know how to treat someone with common sense and a good personality. thanks to my past, im still a little shy although trying my best to work on that. i dont try to judge but its my nature, thanks to my father. but its the way i use that knowledge thats differs him from i.
and if you truely knew me, youd know i have a terrible love/hate for my father.
on a lighter note.. its raining, and i cant stop thinking of the sun.
Random Thought: (dont take this post too serious, it was a random, and i mean random, series of thoughts in my head. if you do want to take this too seriously, then take into consideration that i typed what i thought, withought deleting)
