let it snow...
the previous post contains a sketch that amazes me, my xmas card, and a beautiful two-headed turtle.
12.25.2005
12.19.2005
Re-arranging my mind
If ever there was a time when i believed in a stereotypical god, who punishes for sin, and rewards by prayer, it is now.
And then there is me, who is obviously being tested, and can only see a holy demon who is a twisted kid with a magnifying glass, burning ants in the summer time...and as i struggle to run away, i can't help but get burned.
I thought i knew where i was going for awhile, things made sense, new ideas had fashioned theirselves into my life, and i was moving so freely. However, nothing good lastes for to long, and to save a massive story of cosmic proportions that no one can relate to but me...things are falling apart around me. Not my life, just objects in my life. And they are expensive. Thus, christmas has been ruined for me, as the money i was going to buy bundles of joy with, was devoured by a 1990 jeep cherokee who spit gasoline out of ever nook and crevice it could. And i drove this ticking time bomb of vehicle around for at least two weeks like this. To my amazement, i didn't blow up, which is the only good news out of the situation.
This is only the beginning of many events that has started an epic tale of the worst holiday season i have ever had.
Needless to say, i am going to get legally sloshed on new years, because i want to drop 2005 like a bad habit, and drink until my demise, hoping to forget this past year. I can only hope when i make my journey to the holy land(flushing), the same way some travel to mecca, ipray i can be re-juvenated by its wealth of creativity and hope that i once experienced there.
I need to re-arrange my mind. Its filed completely wrong, and i don't think i can find the ideas that make me me.
On a final note. "Happy Birthday" to all those people past and near future who will be 21, and whose celebrations i have already missed, and will soon miss due to a vast difference in our latitude and longitude. We are only connected by the cosmos, but sometimes...thats not enough.
Cheers! To all the times we wish we could share again! And may New years be the celebration of the year!
And then there is me, who is obviously being tested, and can only see a holy demon who is a twisted kid with a magnifying glass, burning ants in the summer time...and as i struggle to run away, i can't help but get burned.
I thought i knew where i was going for awhile, things made sense, new ideas had fashioned theirselves into my life, and i was moving so freely. However, nothing good lastes for to long, and to save a massive story of cosmic proportions that no one can relate to but me...things are falling apart around me. Not my life, just objects in my life. And they are expensive. Thus, christmas has been ruined for me, as the money i was going to buy bundles of joy with, was devoured by a 1990 jeep cherokee who spit gasoline out of ever nook and crevice it could. And i drove this ticking time bomb of vehicle around for at least two weeks like this. To my amazement, i didn't blow up, which is the only good news out of the situation.
This is only the beginning of many events that has started an epic tale of the worst holiday season i have ever had.
Needless to say, i am going to get legally sloshed on new years, because i want to drop 2005 like a bad habit, and drink until my demise, hoping to forget this past year. I can only hope when i make my journey to the holy land(flushing), the same way some travel to mecca, ipray i can be re-juvenated by its wealth of creativity and hope that i once experienced there.
I need to re-arrange my mind. Its filed completely wrong, and i don't think i can find the ideas that make me me.
On a final note. "Happy Birthday" to all those people past and near future who will be 21, and whose celebrations i have already missed, and will soon miss due to a vast difference in our latitude and longitude. We are only connected by the cosmos, but sometimes...thats not enough.
Cheers! To all the times we wish we could share again! And may New years be the celebration of the year!
12.06.2005
yay
i fixed the layout a little... changed the template.
dr.'s post was screwing up the sidebar..
sorry doc.. i changed your fat fingers type a little, added some spaces so it got along with the sidebar a bit better.
more to come shortly, finals and deadlines are poopin on me..
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Random Thought: sooooo many weird people in Flint.
dr.'s post was screwing up the sidebar..
sorry doc.. i changed your fat fingers type a little, added some spaces so it got along with the sidebar a bit better.
more to come shortly, finals and deadlines are poopin on me..
blah
Random Thought: sooooo many weird people in Flint.
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