Stellar thoughts

Well, this post has been lost a few times, so I will do my best to re-create it.

There are days where i can get lost in my head, and days like today that they give me direction to move another step forward in life.

It's strange a a clear day can open your mind, and your thoughts are so far out there floating around. Complex theories on life, and conflicting thoughts, losing your mind in the breeze as its carries your creativity in to space at night. You think outside of the stars, and across the galaxy.

Days like today the clouds roll in, blocking your thoughts from leaving your head. Holding all those dreams, and artistic manifestations back from eternity. Space doesn't seem so infinate anymore. The clouds hold those stellar thoughts in a realistic boundary, and its that cage in the mind where you begin to understand the rodeo that was goin on the days before. The rain refreshes the earth with a new beginning, gives the life the pure necessities for growth. And as the rain stops to fall, and everything slows down, and the ground absorbs the rain, you realize the earth isn't such a dry boring place anymore.

I guess even when you can't understand the world at the moment of confusion, the time will come where it all makes sense. It's as simple as "Faith in Chaos." It's how we experience this whole spectrum of human emotion we all want to feel. The the otherside is rough, so is the inbetween, But without seeing it all, you'll never be able to relate to it, and know what its like to miss one feeling to the next.

"Hollywood, coffee shops, I love frank, soul sista, frank do call me" says the colored lady in the daytona 500 UPS sponsored jacket. As the long haired guitar player goes with the ad lib from the strange woman... the song goes on.....and in a ways, somehwere in this labyrinth of my mind, it makes sense.

and absent from myself...a little confusion cocktail, i think I'm beginning to understand..

It started there, is happening here, and will end somewhere where the toilet flushes in the other direction... Maybe