this is a sample picture of just a small part of my property upnorth. its very nice and peaceful up there. ill share more later.

my current profile..

i wish i could...
hold myself above the world and fall face first..
forgetting that the time spent with you was cursed.
i have nothing to hold on to and no one to blame,
and in my dreams, your always the same.
your running far ahead and laughing today,
but i stopped trying, and your fading away.

in my bed, im tossing and turning
from the pain in my heart that is still burning.
you lied, you cheated, you held the truth away from me,
you thought i would stay blind, but in fact, i see.

youve been gone so long that id rather not care,
and in reality, youve taken more than your fair share.

just remember....... for every action, there is an equal.. and opposite.. reaction.

One of those random photoshop tinkerings.

Well, another weird picture of me. Back in the days of hair. More Good Times.

This is a picture of my brother-in-law and I. I'm positioned on the left, opposite of the other Mike. Not too shabby eh? This was taken in the parking lot of a church that my cousin was getting married in. Yup yup. Good times.

Here's me today with some rad hat hair. Nothing much else to say. Pretty much self-explanitooory...?

Wonderwall...Senselss, or sensible?

"All the roads we have to walk are winding"....


Ok, I know, You're thinking.. Oasis? But, yeah, it's the truth I guess. "There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how"

It's starting to cool off down here in VA. It's my favorite time of the year. Sweatshirts, jackets, beanies, the prime time of the year. The Fall always brings the greatest changes in the Year. End of the old, ready to freeze for awhile, lets everything slow down, before the new year, and we can feel fresh again.

It just feels good to get outside these last few days. Easy to breath, maybe its because I quit smoking, but, that might just be coincidence. Seriously, It feels like I have been sleeping for years now, analyzing dreams, finding answers. But now, the days seem like there is so much to offer that i hate sleeping. I feel like 8am is a late morning, and if any of you know me well, that is f'n incredible. To much to experience I guess. To much to live for, and sometimes, sitting and thinking about life isn't as good as testing your theories, and experiencing your life.

Maybe I spent enough time reflecting, and now its time to start living again, so I can get all mixed up in the things that make our lives so great to live!! (No not drugs) however they are a good accessory! But I'm talking about everything else inbetween this whole spectrum of humanity, insanity, and creativity, and most importantly... The Beauty, and the energy surrounding every moment we can see and feel.

"Nothing Takes the Past away like the future"

But, we will never forget how good it was, if we always remember how good it is.

... I think I will end it there for now... But there is so much to say, that I can't explain........

Dr. Lazybones is preoccupied at the moment obviously... Can't even sit himself down and type up some of his, uhh... Dream Journal!! Ooohhhh! What a great idea Scoots.

Biology 326... Cancelled

I came to school expecting to visit with my buddy in Bio, but the class was cancelled for today.
I'm kind of curious as to why, but I suppose it's for the better. Less notes I have to take, less on the exam, less for me to stare at on a later date.

Now the only problem is what to do with my remaining 40 some minutes?

Well, pretty much nothing as UM-flint sucks and is boring all day.
Bah, but I suppose it's pretty much the same at every other campus.

I'm sick of sitting here listening to everyone's conversations already so it's time for me to go.

Enjoy your day, friends.

tHE bIG 135

Well, as you can most likely figure from the title, this is post #135.

Looking back to 2.15.2003

{ First Blog of my life... what a terrible thing i have done.. }


Indeed what a terrible thing if today were opposite day.
From breakups to straight shooting, two bros have tried to make sense of the ignorance and confusion in their lives. And the truth be told, Freakship has helped in dark times. Just the act of writing out emotions can help you put transgressions into a different perspective. But I'd like to leave this post on a higher note instead of flailing cutdowns left and right.

I try to enjoy life for what it has to offer instead of the troubles that follow. Things get rough, but I'll try to keep shining. I can't imagine who I will be in 10 years and I would care not to know. The end result doesn't matter much to me anymore, just the stages inbetween that shape me. Guess you could say I'm in this transition.