normally i struggle throughout the day, combating thoughts that bring me down. but nowadays, my thoughts are on other, more important things.. like my own well-being. ive concentrated on everyone except me. and if i put more effort into making myself better, i wouldn't need to worry about how i treat people because i would be that guy in the midst, entertaining your family, laughing and bring the group up... i've had no real social life for some time now and that's is in the process of changing. i'm becoming me finally. free-willed, humorous, intelligent, and self-sufficient.
oh i can't wait until i rid myself of the negative things.
i've learned an important lesson in my life.
your not the person you think you are. your not the material things you surround yourself with, or the things you brag about to the opposite sex. you are the challenges you face. you are the troubles in your life. and the person you are depends on how you face everyday challenges.
and more importantly, your not the mask you hide behind. I've seen way too many people that act completely different around different groups or even individuals. its sick. be yourself, not what someone wants.
Who The Hell Are You Trying To Impress??
Bah.
anyway, if you find yourself in the slumps, pick yourself up and move on. you shouldn't worry your life away. try playing your life by ear for a while.
make plans like college, vacations, friends. but if something spontaneous happens, jump on its back and ride it.
hippie talk.
well i lost the direction of this blog but i guess that's what it's for.
Adios.
Random Thought: Dr. Gonzo licks mud sticks.
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