You know.. a funny thing happens when you receive bad news (really bad news)..
1) You stop whatever you're doing and just stare at whats infront of you.
2) Your mouth opens about an inch as the news sinks in.
3) You sit there with nothing to say as you listen to your heart pound faster and faster.
4) After three or four minutes, you remember the past memories that seem so vivid.
5) By the time the bad news is over, you're in tears.
6) Your muscles tighten and tears poor down your face.
Then you wake up the next morning and you don't know what to think. You're still stupified by the whole situation..
"Why? Why did I saw those things? Why didn't I love him more? I feel incomplete.."
(pause)(fending off tears)
But in the end.. nothing can be said to make you feel better. You just need time to get over it. You just need someone there to be there, to confort you, to hold you, to let you know your not alone.
But when you're a kid, your dad is your hero. He's a big tough man that doesn't take shit from anybody. You look up to him.
He teaches you things about life that you can only realize when your older.
(crying again)
I guess things will be different without him.
1.21.2004
1.20.2004
Its like, in the end it all comes together, and you're glad that the sun is out and the fog and clouds have disappeared, and everything is clear. You made sense of everything you didnt understand, and you're left with the good vibrations for tomorrow.
Everyday is something new with all of us. Some people get trapped in the confusion, sometimes everyone's pace in life gets mixed together and we forget that we move at our own speed. It's when we get all mixed up in other peoples paces that we can't understand everything in our head, and we get all confused and stressed. You gotta stop sometimes, take your break, and look at all your situations and all the questions in your head and understand them. Thats when you can stretch you legs, put on your shoes and start moving forward again. We all gotta take a break sometimes, its good for you!
Change of subject here, and forgive me, it was a random thought, and have taken time to focus it all, so deal with me.
Some people say they hate war, and that the goverment doesnt care about what we as the people of the united states have to say. However, take a look at the sixties, and not in a poser "I love the sixties" attitude. The Vietnam war was something the people of the united states hated. We had a whole movement of hippies change the views of our country. Their pure essence hate for the war, and that peace and love were the true fuels behind life.
Now, let's look at something. Did we lose the war? I dont think we did, i think the people made a good enough point to our goverment, our peers and their children that the war was wrong. And eventually there opposing views made the war look bad, and horrible, and it escalated to the point where the US pulled out of vietnam and brought our people home.
As of now, it looks as though our generation has forgetten what the movement of the generation of the sixties fought for and proved. They proved that if the people want to be heard, they need to band together. And if we truly do believe that the war in Iraq is wrong, then there needs to be a movement against it. People will ban together.
Our generation lacks a non-political leader of the people. We lack the motivation to stand up on our own. We want someone else to stand up so others will follow. And im not saying i disagree with the war, im saying there is huge debate, and i hear people complain about it alot, and im telling you to stand up for what you believe. I think thats what we lack as people nowadays. I want to see people express themselves. But most people do is sit back and complain about other people, and therefore, there is never any real motivation behind their beliefs. And im not talking about just war. Altogether, we need to express ourselves with a real integrity, not this fake shit from indonesia that we are trying to sell to the people we complain to all the time.
This is America, A country built on people who stood up for themselves and expressed their views and didn't give up. We are a country full of half assed fakes using people's beliefs and structure from a few hundred years ago that we dont understand anymore. We are a bunch of posers. Its like we say we are a democracy, but are to lazy to get up and express how we feel anymore. The only person i see saying anything is Michael Moore, and instead of saying, im glad to see an american using democracy the way it should, most people say, what an asswhole, our Dictator knows whats best for us.
Anyways, hopefully that makes some sense. Cause, im awesome, and you guys are awesome, and i hope we are on the same level....
Everyday is something new with all of us. Some people get trapped in the confusion, sometimes everyone's pace in life gets mixed together and we forget that we move at our own speed. It's when we get all mixed up in other peoples paces that we can't understand everything in our head, and we get all confused and stressed. You gotta stop sometimes, take your break, and look at all your situations and all the questions in your head and understand them. Thats when you can stretch you legs, put on your shoes and start moving forward again. We all gotta take a break sometimes, its good for you!
Change of subject here, and forgive me, it was a random thought, and have taken time to focus it all, so deal with me.
Some people say they hate war, and that the goverment doesnt care about what we as the people of the united states have to say. However, take a look at the sixties, and not in a poser "I love the sixties" attitude. The Vietnam war was something the people of the united states hated. We had a whole movement of hippies change the views of our country. Their pure essence hate for the war, and that peace and love were the true fuels behind life.
Now, let's look at something. Did we lose the war? I dont think we did, i think the people made a good enough point to our goverment, our peers and their children that the war was wrong. And eventually there opposing views made the war look bad, and horrible, and it escalated to the point where the US pulled out of vietnam and brought our people home.
As of now, it looks as though our generation has forgetten what the movement of the generation of the sixties fought for and proved. They proved that if the people want to be heard, they need to band together. And if we truly do believe that the war in Iraq is wrong, then there needs to be a movement against it. People will ban together.
Our generation lacks a non-political leader of the people. We lack the motivation to stand up on our own. We want someone else to stand up so others will follow. And im not saying i disagree with the war, im saying there is huge debate, and i hear people complain about it alot, and im telling you to stand up for what you believe. I think thats what we lack as people nowadays. I want to see people express themselves. But most people do is sit back and complain about other people, and therefore, there is never any real motivation behind their beliefs. And im not talking about just war. Altogether, we need to express ourselves with a real integrity, not this fake shit from indonesia that we are trying to sell to the people we complain to all the time.
This is America, A country built on people who stood up for themselves and expressed their views and didn't give up. We are a country full of half assed fakes using people's beliefs and structure from a few hundred years ago that we dont understand anymore. We are a bunch of posers. Its like we say we are a democracy, but are to lazy to get up and express how we feel anymore. The only person i see saying anything is Michael Moore, and instead of saying, im glad to see an american using democracy the way it should, most people say, what an asswhole, our Dictator knows whats best for us.
Anyways, hopefully that makes some sense. Cause, im awesome, and you guys are awesome, and i hope we are on the same level....
1.04.2004
Well, now its 3:41 a.m. and I just got done doing some ( what I thought were going to be quick ) changes to the site.
Nothing drastic, but necessary to remain unlike the rest that seem to lack individuality ( that I've been told of.. ).
Now for some closure.
ertergtgdfgdf
"Get some sleep"
Spoken Words : Leave the drama behind you. Enjoy the simple pleasures in life. Do not complicate your life with people that you can not stand. Be yourself. Why be someone else? How else would you truely know what makes you happy?
Nothing drastic, but necessary to remain unlike the rest that seem to lack individuality ( that I've been told of.. ).
Now for some closure.
ertergtgdfgdf
"Get some sleep"
Spoken Words : Leave the drama behind you. Enjoy the simple pleasures in life. Do not complicate your life with people that you can not stand. Be yourself. Why be someone else? How else would you truely know what makes you happy?
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