Freak Ship

Remember how life can…

Make you feel alive?

The numbers 24, 7, 12, 52, and 365 mean nothing. Cause everything is in slow motion. You remember to breath and time collapses. There is no pace, and everything is still, but there is this movement about everything. You can’t even have self expression cause it won’t give you the poetic justice you need to feel.

I indulge in this, and I can’t begin to explain. The point where everything is making sense, the point where nothing matters cause you understand it all. When the day is gone, your body is numb, before you’re asleep, as you wind down. When you lose yourself in the world and just keep driving. You feel as though the night is endless and you don’t want the world to wake up yet, you just want to keep driving. A feeling better than any drug, better than any story, cause its only this moment that you will feel it, and you either grasp it and hold on and never forget, or it fades. You forget, and you are lost.

But all you can do is remember to breath, and you feel alive, and there is no illusion in front of your eyes. Peace of mind that is lost to everyone’s daily obsessions. The real fantasy in life is that you can’t have anything if you succeeded in gaining it. The best you can do is lose yourself in that fantasy and know that this is far better.

You look back on the illusions of your life. You find your obsessions and destroy them with free will. Cause this is your life, which is yours to create. Don’t let them stop you, don’t let the distractions work their way into everything. You are alive….. and that is more powerful than??? Everything!

See the light in everything, cause when you’re lost in the dark no one can help u but yourself. The fact that we all know this is what is amazing. We all want it, but we want other people to bring us out of the dark. But all they can do is show us the way, we have to make that step… one blind step into the light.

When was the last time you really felt alive?