Freak Ship

Sorry to post twice in one night, but when i need to write i need to write.

It always boggles my mind when everything is just how you want it and maybe things are starting to fall into place, or into a better place, that the unexpected happens.

Sometimes the only real struggle i have is trying to read certain individuals. Some people are just really hard to judge. I think thats why some of us have problems with change. They dont wanna have to read people, and do the whole trial and error thing. It sucks though and i can see why everyone gets frustrated with it.

You spend so much time predicting a situation and you predict right up till everything is where you want it. Then a person throws something at ya that you never expected and you lose all your plans up till that point and start from ground zero and work back to where you were or move onto a new situation. Thats the other difficult part. Is sometime you want everything to come together one way and it never does, and you keep trying and trying. Its situations like that where you need to start over and move to something else. But like i said, sometimes you just keep trying cause something says you should even though it seems so god damn stupid and wrong.

On a lighter not, i get work off for a week, my brother is home from overseas, and to say in the least, im in my spot!!!

Coolest thing about coming down here was goin out on my brothers ship for two days. I went to the smoke deck at night and you could look all around in everydirection and alls i saw was water, sky and stars. Being there i realized my insignificance, but understood my importance, and was in awe of everythings simplicity.

Don't forget the simplicity everyone.....don't forget it..