Freak Ship

ok...I just woke up, its about 4pm. But really i just wanna jot down my dream i had. It will make no sense to you cause its just in pieces.

Vacationing with some friends guys i know and some girls i dont know. the only girl i knew was Nida
(knee-duh) She's a re-occurring dream character lately.

We are at some hotel and we all interact with eachother in the city, and the hotel rooms before we would go to bed each night. The town seemed to resemble vegas, minus the gambling.

I remember there being another place we visited with the whole group for a few nights. It was almost like some big house on a huge lake. We had a boat to use. Like a big huge as boat we had a prom. Boat got messed up so we had a little raft we were messing around on. Got popped and me and few ppl had to swim through some swamp like area. Weird thing is i can remember in detail like how it smelled, and i put on goggles and went under and can remember what i saw.

Anyways, vacation is coming to an end, and i know i will never see these girls again. I realized i havent even really made an attempt to talk to them this whole time. even though i wanted to. So i see Nida and this other girl downstairs on a couch and rush down there to talk. I sit there and realize they are kinda fondling eachothers bodies and just kinda moaning. And honestly this isnt a perveted thing, its not like some sick porno shit. Its like two girls knowing how to please the other. It was almost an art form of some sort. And you know they slowly stripped down in front of me, and moving closer. Never asked me to join but the invitation was there with no words. So there was a quote at this point, some sort of wisdom never said or thought...just there in the dream... "The pure essence of sex, cannot be controlled"

Now dont think this is some perverted mess. Cause its not. Its just some symbol in a dream. the dream was alot more than the two girls at the end, its just that was the last thing that happened before i woke up, so its harder to go back and review other parts for what they meant. Everyone has dreams every night that go ignored. I have been trying to decipher mine lately. Only cause the times that i do this i always understand my life a bit more.

I enjoy my sleep cause my dreams are getting much more detailed. Im starting to get more and more of a sense when im in a dream, but i always seem to wake up when i do. Definately more dream shit to come.

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