and i cried when you shut the door..
my head felt like it hit the floor..
i dont think you want it anymore..
i tried to explain what i felt..
but i couldnt find the words..
i wish i could go back
to the times when i felt joy.
somethings holding me back
and it has a tight grip.
its not you, it never has been.
its kind of like when..
when you know it will just end..
and you wont even look at me as a friend..
that is the most disappointing..
the most frustrating..
but its not you, it never has been.
you put up with a lot, i understand.
ill try to change the hand..
that god gave me
and if he saves me
i will be whole once again.
Random Thought: It sucks when you cant get out of a rut..
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