theres no need, to plant your evil seed, make fun of my mom, and get beat, by both feet, i aint sprayin, just sayin, you got issues, and if you misuse, i will cover your face with tissues.

step back from my peeps, cuz we roll deep in jeeps, they got the brooms, and they know how to sweep, my homies eat shrooms in different rooms so you cant find them, i know you want to, but you cant foo, your mom goes moo, ooo!

thats fun fun.

Random Thought: Scott Smells.

It seems as though mike does not like to post as much as i, because i can rhyme any time, my hand just touched some slime, mike can dance like a mime, even when he commits a crime, i wish i had 20 dollars but i only have nine, but its ok cause im feeling fine, my car freshner smells like pine, i hate to hear stupid people whine, i wish i had some wine, when i dine, i dont listen to the vines, i drank some milk that wasnt mine, i think this rhyming is a sign to build a shrine (for jesus) good after noon good evening and goodnight


Mike i rhyme with ease, if you please, dont be a tease, let me look underneath, i tend to wheeze in the cold breeze, then fall on my knees, and break my teeth, so just give me your keys, this rhyming will never cease.

Mike you have a mom, her names not tom, but she builds bombs, on her cd rom, with sweaty palms, wish i had some pom-poms

Mike rides a bike, with his friend spike, hes not a dike, but seems to like, when people strike, his little tike, i caught a pike

I had drank some miller, with stacy hiller, in the pillars

put that lotion , into motion, without the notion, of making an evil potion

This is my new rhyme place fun fun spot, where we dont smoke pot, just laugh alot, i might go to mott, but sometimes i think not. Anways i just missed half of Conan O'brian and i am not tired, nor will i be tired cause im an evil non-sleeping mixmaster. Insomnia sucks! But not with ducks, that drive trucks, or that can hit hockey pucks, with mr Huck, the story man without a plan, to get a tan.

Well ladies and gentleman, prepare to see more advice from the doctor here at freakship. Suparshawank.Blogspot.com is no more. Is this a good or bad thing? We don't really know, and don't really care. Sometimes people miss the simple purpose of life...oh yeah, and the fact that america gives us freedom of speech. On an ending note to that subject, the website is gone, and so are my goals of helping someone see what they truly are. This has been a great learning experience for the doctor. It seems that once people mess their lives up bad enough, they get in denial that its going bad, and therefore defend it, and never live a happy life. So will i try to change these people for the better? Nope, conscience is gone and its all the better to let these people die sad and lonely princesses and princes...hahahahaha dumb bastards.

On another note, i love breyers butter pecan ice cream!! its delicious! Even more delicious then the most delicious thing i've ever eaten..(babies)
I only tried eating babies because someone said it tasted good. Me being a pescimist, i had to try it. Main reason for trying it was because i heard most wild animals like bears and great white sharks love human flesh once they eat it, and are addicted to it for the rest of their life once they tried it. The rumors are true, babies are delicious. However, being a vegetarian i had the Morning Star company brand made from soy and green vegetables. Is imitation as good as the real thing? I hope so, cause imitation babies are delicious!

Anyways, let me tell you about the oppertunity of ice cream. Ice cream has been around since the birth of christ, cause nothing is more heavenly then ice cream. Its a tasy treat that has a solidness to it, but melts away in your mouth, making your taste buds dance with delight. There are ways to enhance your ice cream eating obsessiveness. Maybe putting ice cream on a brownie, putting it in a cone, or by adding sprinkles and many other toppings like cherries, chocalate/strawberry/caramel syrups, nuts, candy crumbles, whip cream, and cherries or any other fruits (except tomatoes)

Don't let your peers or anti-ice cream eating ads tell you that ice cream is wrong. Just cause the goverment won't legalize it doesn't man its bad. Ice cream is not addictive, but is known to be habit forming. It does not cause lung cancer or heart disease, and is proven to help pregnancy run smoother and make your baby do backflips.

Ice cream! My favorite thing in the world!
This is your attorney>>
-Dr. Gonzo

I feel that if I try to post today I will ramble on about the most non-important issues.. so I wont.

Instead, I'll just let eveyone know that visits this site that I have not forgot about it. Give me a few days to clear my head. Maybe it's just today. Im not too sure.

Be patient, I will post something worthy of being posted soon enough.

Random Thought: Just remember.. all the emotions you feel, you control. Nobody can piss you off, but you can let them piss you off. If your in a bad mood, you put yourself there. Nobody else did. The world can be a beautiful place if you want it to be, but it can also be a very dark and lonesome one. Just depends on how you take it all in.

What a beautiful day. Im possibly in the best mood ive been in in a very long time. Possibly the best in 5+ years. Yeah, that good.
And it's all thanks to one person. One that has stayed by my side through some very hard times for me. Mainly emotional. Last night was great. Just laying next to her is good enough for me, as long as I am around her, nothing else really matters. She made four hours feel like one. And I mean that in the best way possible. Lets just say we kept each other busy.

The best thing in the world is waking up next to the person you treasure the most. Despite what both of us look like in the morning :).

Anyway, the dance was fun even though it is a highschool dance. I got up onto a chair and got my groove on. Shakin' mah booty. You know how it is. Just acting crazy and loving it.

Random Thought: So take, these broken wings.
And learn to fly again.
Learn to live so free.
When we hear the voices sing, the book of love will open up, and let us in.
Mr. Mister - Broken Wings

Well now that I feel better, I think ill actually be able to enjoy myself today. Sadies is today. Fun.

I went to the mall to get a shirt and tie yesterday. Fucking $68.90 for a shirt and tie. Not even the most expensive ones either. That pisses me off. That's a rip off. But, I sappose it's worth it though.

Im at a loss for words, something in my mind wont let anything else be processed. I dont even know what im stuck on. Something in my subconscious.

Oh well. I'll let it fix itself.

Random Thought: None

and i cried when you shut the door..
my head felt like it hit the floor..
i dont think you want it anymore..
i tried to explain what i felt..
but i couldnt find the words..
i wish i could go back
to the times when i felt joy.
somethings holding me back
and it has a tight grip.

its not you, it never has been.
its kind of like when..
when you know it will just end..
and you wont even look at me as a friend..
that is the most disappointing..
the most frustrating..
but its not you, it never has been.

you put up with a lot, i understand.
ill try to change the hand..
that god gave me
and if he saves me
i will be whole once again.

Random Thought: It sucks when you cant get out of a rut..

Today sucked hardcore. No reason why, but I can tell it's only going to get worse.
Something in my stomach tells me to avoid outside..
It's the chill in the air..
It's the calm in the sky..
Blah.

Anyway, tonight will be a boring one.. unless my friend gonzo can have some people over.
If things keep pointing towards disaster, it wont happen.
I guess i'll just close my eyes and see where life leads me.

Random Thought: Do we, as a whole, ever learn from our mistakes?

With alot hate in the world, especially giveth off by myself towards certain people, there is still that fine point where i can sti back and relax and speak my mind. Thank you Freakship.

As recent conflicts have escalated, i felt the over powering presence of guilt. This guilt has come from what is a trying to repair itself conscience. Yes, there are people who have messed up views on life, and they can be the biggest assholes you know, and despite how much i don't want to admit it, i feel sorry for them. Something is extremely wrong with these people, they can no longer love others but only themselves. It makes me wanna step in and be the mature one, but at the same time i know it will have no effect because once again they come out on top and not at fault.

..This is why i let my alter ego take over and take their self esteem and outlook on life away peice by piece only to eventually achieve total distruction of these retarded morals they have. Die morals, die!!! And i have your self esteem held hostage till you admit you are a piece of shit...then i will begin giveing you that self esteem back (half charred by flames and eaten by termites)
Advice from the flip side
-This is Dr. Gonzo

It's safe to say that the doctor is in.

i joined..this is fun-ness

So im sitting here in my third hour, and it's a fun class to be in because im teacher aid. But I would hate to teach those kids. Very rude and they dont even treat the teacher with respect. It would be fun to kick the shit out of every student in here. There are always exceptions though.

Class gets out soon, so I have lunch to look forward to. Yum

Random Thought: The future is full of dumb shit I dont want to deal with. Fuck the dumb shit.

Well, another crazy day. I went to the dentist today. No problems, as usual. I cant wait another 6 months so a fat lady can pick at my mouth.

Well shit, I was planning on saying more but blogger wasnt working properly today. I'll have more to write about tomorrow after I hang out with stace and get back from my hockey game..
Maybe I'll post something at school.
HOLY FUCK! my show starts in negative 2 mins!

Random Thought: Is it the money makes the man or does man make the money?

Hmm.. I only left myself an hour to do my homework before my fav tv show is on. Basically the only tv show I take the time to watch.
Futurama.

Yeah, I like cartoons. So what? What are you gonna do about it? Beat me up? Well if you want to, your gonna have to catch me.. HAH!

So anyway, im going to go write that report.. not too bad. Only two pages.

Random Thought: "You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does"
tatu - how soon is now

Just another manic monday..
We have a day off of school today. Sounds good right? Wrong. Jack shit is going on today.. everyone is just lounging around their houses.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot.. our only day off for a while and my coach decides to schedual a practice. Totally ruining any chance for fun. Or anything else that could result in a good time. I cant wait until hockey is over.

Listening to counting crows is the best thing for me right now. Can't really explain why but for some reason, the song miami is doing it for me.
Blah

I miss getting really stoned and just laughing. Its not like im craving it, but it would be fun to just smoke a few joints and laugh for a few solid hours. And when I say solid, i mean just that. Solid!
Discussing things like; moon myth neeat, or making up stories that always cross that line.. the line in which no one wants to cross, but when you do, it makes your body convulse with laughter.

Anyway, maybe ill have more to talk about later today or tomorrow.
My brains becoming a mush.

Random Thought: Does McDonald's really love to see me smile?

Another shitty sunday. Damn the world. So anyway, I was listening to some incubus, and it got me thinking. Thinking of what you ask? Well, it got me thinking about a lot of things. But especially about how shitty today is.
No reason for it, it's just that I think about too much dumb shit. Things like, what can I do to keep myself occupied so I dont feel so useless?
Maybe it's just that I think about thinking too much.

There’s something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you’re so worth the fight

It doesnt help that my girl is gone for few days.. I really miss her. I guess I can't complain too much. I have talked to her today, but that's not enough. I need to hold her, feel her, I need to hear her laugh.
Blah.

Random Thought: Is Dune Coon funny? Yes.

Well i havnt thought too long and/or too hard about what I should address in these posts. Perhaps just some humor? Maybe i'll simply write down some crazy ideas and dreams i may have. That may interest a few.
So anyway, i'm sitting home alone right now and there are some very odd noises coming from outside. My neighbors must not understand that it's not nice to peel out infront of my house at 1:40 a.m. Dont they know I cant sleep with that type of noise? I need peaceful melodies like "Mary had a little lamb". Yeah so anyway.. I play highschool hockey and my coach thought it would be a good idea to schedual a practice every sunday morning at 7:00 a.m. That takes away any fun that I could be having every saterday night. If that would be getting drunk, having a good time, or just sleeping. I'll stop complaining for now because I have to get up in less than 5 hours..
Fun

First Blog of my life... what a terrible thing i have done..